A NEW ROMANCE!!

Bringing an old piece from 2009, back to life in 2010.


We had a romance.
Him and I.
To say the very least, it was a love extravaganza that stretched out a couple years.
A Good thing with a great start; off to a rough end
Heart-ache and pain replaced what use to be blissful feelings of joy.
They told me "everything happens for a reason"- BUT for leaving me stuck in my steps, feeling lost with no direction, WHAT DA **** COULD BE THE REASON FOR THIS????
feelin as if i had only been looking forward on this journey of love, Never once looking back. The distracting illusion of our future looked so bright.
Now, lost as if my "love-compass" that once pointed me into all the right directions just died.
feelin so many emotions but just couldn't pLace my finger on it, to pLace a title on it. feeling Like there’s so much i want to say but lost all the words for it.
Looked to the dictionary for the perfect word to perfectly describe how in-perfectly i was feeling but webster had no cLue.

EVENTUALLY.... I H-E-A-L-E-D

A broken heart with a few deep cracks attempting to put itself back together again.
IMMA SURVIVOR like that LoL
Suddenly, a familiar feeling that I’ve known before takes over once again, BUT NOW the silence and loneliness of being alone allows me to realize what the feeling has always been.
A knock. A knock on my heart.
a loud knocking that i haven’t answered in a while
wondering how such a powerful knock had gone un-answered
a knocking that i unconsciously neglected
and then i look and listen to realize there's been a greater relationship knocking at my heart all along
A knocking that i neglected because of my strong commitment to my "tainted" relationship, after all I WAS COMMITED
all the years unaware that a greater relationship had been calling and begging for my attention
the knocking was always there but this time im PAYING attention
i answered to this relationship.
and it was a ROMANCE.
A romance that promises me more than i could have ever imagined for myself
in this romance he promises me NO heart break; and i dont have to second guess it
in this romance he promises to always walk with me and step in right when i need him
in this romance he promises me an everlasting love; thats more than any man could have ever promised me
The greatest romance.
THIS IS MY ROMANCE WITH GOD
in this romance he's always available upon my each and every call
ive realized the end of one relationship has been the beginning of a much greater one.
"God will do anything to get our attention."
This Romance will be as if every day of my life will be a dance with God
where i feel safe and my heart is at peace
No need to build walls or a cage to protect my heart for he knows my heart even better than i do.
i can dance in this ocean pool of romance not needing to test the water first and only daring to go knee-high because this is a romance that i can dive right into
he knows my FRAGILE heart and exactly what its been through; therefore he knows the worthy man whenever he shall come along that will be worthy of giving my heart to
and in this romance, God won’t give my heart to any ol-man
so now i can dance with God with my heart at peace in HIS HANDS.
yes, i know when the time comes and my heart is ready once again, God will only let the perfect man take this dance and cut-in
who is just as much IN LOVE with God as i am.